i'm so sleepy. am currently hving my lunch break and decided to stay in the office instead. at least i'm able to surf the net for the time being. last night's conference with the grrls was nth more than chaotic. it was as though i was listening to some annoying radio station that just went on and on and on. with mai's never ending whinings abt her house phone's endless beeping and hopping from one phone to another. and the song that was played when she put us on hold. HAHAHAHAHA.

fyqa mariah mai and sha, thanks for always being there for me grls. even words can't describe how much you grls srsly mean to me. who needs boys when i hv you grls!? HAHA CHEY K TAK. love each of you so much k. may the 22nd be another interesting outing for us. (;

meh. this month my pay's gna be vry limited. with the appointments gg on at bedok HQ and CNY and this mth being the shortest mth. haiyah.

if you think being taken away in handcuffs and to the police station and getting locked up for the night and hving yr pics taken by the police officer and hving to pee in front of yr other cell mates when you rly need the loo is cool, think again. cause it also involves hurting yr family and friends. not only hurting them, but betraying them.

i don't know when's the day i'll finally stop apologising to everyone over my stupid act. i rly am deeply sorry. soooo fucking sorry. it was so stupid of me. and srsly, i rly fucking hate the person that i've become now cause all that i'm ever doing is to continuosly hurt the people ard me. ):

i'm just hoping on the 22nd they won't press any charges. mariah and sha, you grls be strong too k.

I MISS THIS. ):

didn't feel like gg home last night, decided to crash at norma's again

todayyyyy. went back to coral to collect my cheque for the eagles award. then to bedok. then back to pasir ris again to bowl. and the ironic thing is that my legs are aching so much instead of my arms. must be the wedges. had to leave 'em at 930pm since i hvn't been home a lot lately. and i don't wna go through the whole cycle of being locked out of the house anymore.